FOUR JOBS YOU'VE HAD IN YOUR LIFE:
1. production coordinator
2. child development coordinator
3. custormer service rep
4. diaper store owner

FOUR MOVIES YOU COULD WATCH OVER AND OVER:
1. Ghost
2. Lord of the Rings
3. Lion King
4. My Best Friends Wedding

FOUR CITIES YOU'VE LIVED IN:
1. St.Jacques, NB
2. Brossard, Que
3. Toronto, Ont
4. Montreal, Que

FOUR TV SHOWS YOU LOVE TO WATCH:
1. greys anatomy
2. Desperate Housewives
3. general hospital
4. In Justice

FOUR THINGS YOU ALWAYS TAKE WITH YOU:
1. keys
2. cell
3. debit card
4. pills

FOUR PLACES YOU'VE BEEN ON VACATION:
1. the bahamas
2. BC
3. washington dc
4. toronto

FOUR WEBSITES YOU VISIT DAILY:
1. livejournal
2. yahoo
3. bmo
4. n/a

FOUR OF YOUR ALL-TIME FAVORITE RESTAURANTS:
1. baton rouge
2. scores
3. jardin tiki
4. georgios

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE FOODS:
1. pasta
2. chicken
3. ribs
4. seafood

FOUR SCHOOLS YOU'VE ATTENDED
1. lemoyne
2. centennial
3. champlain
4. concordia

FOUR PLACES I'D RATHER BE RIGHT NOW:
1. bahamas
2. home
3. getting a massage
4. on a beach - anywhere

FOUR REASONS TO DO THIS:
1. its lunch time
2. nothing else to do
3. I love my cousin
4. I love my cousin

ITS ALL ABOUT MY MSN NAME TODAY!

OK, so I don't write as often as some / most of you do. Lately its probably cause I have a lot going on in my head that I'm trying to sort out. Things about me, my family, my surroundings, my past, my present, my future, my life...just everything. It hasn't been easy, its actually been very difficult. 90% of the time, I want to cry and I try my hardest to hold it together so that nobody sees...cause when nobody sees then they don't feel guilty in having to ask whats wrong. The other 10% of the time is when I am alone and that is when I can breathe, be myself, be depressed as I want, cry as I want and not have to hide or answer to anything or anyone.

I have been doing a lot of soul searching, and realize now more than ever that I am damaged more than I ever thought I was. Things that I thought I was over, I am not. Things that I thought were done with, are still fresh in my head...even years later. I feel as though I am watching everyone go on with their lives and mine has stopped. I feel as though I am screaming out for help but nobody is listening. I feel as though life is passing be by and I don't know how to stop it. I feel as though I have begun to be destructive with myself. I can't continue with this entry right now....i don't know what else to say...

Hi! I just wanted you to know that my brother and his wife went for the ultra sound today and they are having a BOY!!!! I'm so excited, I am going to have a nephew!!!
WOOOHOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!